February 2012
sometimes i just cant get away fast enough
or far enough
i remember being in the movies with you, our last date before summer ended. having my head rest in your lap, and looking up at you, smiling, and thinking “this is all going to change”, and i was right. i miss nights like those though. the nights that made me realize how deep i was, how much you consumed my heart
“do you know what it’s like to wake up everyday, wondering if today ill be...”
i really like talking to you.
“there’s a place in your heart that nobody’s been, take me there”
– rascal flatts
First col shower was a success! Giving up hot water for lent, yaaayyyyyyy. Sort of.
I’m at the point where I am on a journey to find why I’m not happy. I’m not sad, not depressed I don’t think, I just don’t have anything to be happy about. I know we live in a world of God, of people, of mistakes and second chances, and on sinners and saints. I’m trying to find my place, and how to be happy with who I am. Because currently, I’m lost, and...
“There comes a time when we realize that our parents cannot save themselves or...”
– Looking for Alaska
How do you tell someone that they are...
Imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou
Somwtimes when I wake up, I realize I’m never satasfied with m life
If funny how big over rated events, that people make such a big deal of, and you say you don’t care about, actually kinda hurt when you aren’t on the good end of things
SOMETIMES I WONDER HOW YOU EVEN FUNCTION WAKING UP...
YOU’RE SO FUCKING FRUSTRATING
Havig an emotional flashback. With you, it’s like no one else was ever good enough. No one else compares to how you treat(ed) me. You’re different than the rest, in that we were always so open. You always made me feel special no matter what. I can trust that you were being honest, and never played games with me.
I feel so far away from where I want to be